Spring the start of new life. A new beginning for many
They crave the long days and warmer weather
It brings back all those loving memories of adventures past.
But for me these longer days and that bright sun
Push me off an edge into the deepest spiral
They all see new life. But I just see myself
Fading into the shell of a person
I’m a million miles away because my heads no longer connected to my body you see
It’s trapped somewhere else dwelling
On old memories, ones that should make me smile
But when they come into my mind
It’s like someone’s shot off a cannon
All those adventures I had, places I called home
They turned to dust with each flower that blooms
If I were to step back to any of those places
I’d be just as alone. I’m somone with no place to call a home
So why do so many look forward to this warmth
When it only brings me down?
They want bright colors short sleeves, but
You will find me curling up in dark wool sweaters
Hoping that no one sees.
Spring spring spring
It’s ringing in the air
It’s choking my mind
I’d like to end
Why can’t winter be here?